Radical hope, faith, love, joy. When I first heard about the campaign and we talked about getting back to the roots of Christianity, I though that the items in the list of "radical elements" were things that I had licked. This campaign was going to be for someone else and I was going to coast through this six weeks.
Famous last words (well, famous last thoughts).
This six weeks has proved to be grueling for me. The struggles that I have faced as I let my spiritual guard down have been overwhelming at times. The battle has raged during fall campaign for us as individuals and as a congregation. Satan has been playing hardball and he's hit us low and dirty. Personally, I have been angry, confused, frustrated, lost, doubting, and a list of other emotions that are all negative. I have hardly felt joy or hope or love. I have felt much more like I was manifesting acts of the flesh (anger, rage, hate, discord, selfish ambition) rather than the fruits of the Spirit (Galatians 5:19-26).
As we draw to a close of this campaign I am grateful for God's goodness and His never failing love. I am so thankful that even as I have not proven myself a mighty warrior during this time that He has and is lovingly showing me where my weaknesses are, where I must rely more on Him, and how to be better prepared for the next battle I face.
You see, His mercies are new every morning. His faithfulness is great. As Jeremiah said, "The Lord is my inheritance; therefore, I will hope in Him!" (Lamentations 3:22-24) Because of God's goodness, I can say with confidence, "I am radical". I hope you are, too.
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